assalamualaikum...
saya rasa macam nak menangislah.. boleh pinjam bahu awak? kalau boleh, saya nak peluk awak gak sambil saya menangis.. boleh kan? dekat siapalah ayat2 nie aku nak cakapkan.. kalau dulu, MR. Z tempat aku mengadu and tempat aku tumpang menangis.. tapi sekarang, aku dah buat decision taknak ganggu dia and gf dia lagi.. aku takpernah harapkan apa2 dari dia, aku tahu, dia bukan untuk aku.. bagi aku, dia baik sangat, sebab dia lepaskan aku untuk my MR. M.. yang nie, macam tak rasa sangat lah.. actually, aku ada reason aku untuk jauh dari dia.. reason yang aku bagi dekat dia, aku nak cari bf baru.. aku tahu, dia takbagi kalau aku cari yang lain.. dia nak aku dengan my MR. M.. tapi aku 50-50 untuk harapkan MR. M aku.. kalau boleh, aku nak my MR. M back! can i get him?
ok lah, nak story about MR. Z.. tadi dia datang kedai, photostat je.. patutlah aku rasa lain macam je dari pagi lagi, rupanya, orang yang aku taknak jumpa, nak muncul depan mata.. time dia datang, hati nie, menjerit menangis je.. yaallah, kuatkanlah aku, jangan bagi aku menangis lagi.. aku bukan sedih sebab apa, aku sedih sebab aku terpaksa tinggalkan dia for second time.. dia selalu layan aku baik2 je, jaga hati aku pulak tue.. apa yang aku nak cakap pasal dia nie? aku pon taktahu lah.. he just smile and said hai.. aku pon just jawab hai dia and say "i'm sorry, MR. Z" in my heart..
to my heart
awak mesti takfaham saya kan? i just want you back, not him.. for me, he just my friend and saya takpernah harapkan untuk dapatkan dia balik because he is not mine.. you are mine and i am yours! aku rasa, aku tak akan rasa bersalah lagi if aku dapatkan my heart back! tq..
mood : sad
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Friday, October 28, 2011
ahmad danial
assalamualaikum...
selamat malam, sayang.. hehe.. lamanya lah tak dapat wish macam nie.. hee ^__^
entry kali nie nak story about ahmad danial aka amad! mamat nie poyo2 je hati kental tapi hakikatnya sensitif gila kut.. amad, amad! kenapa lah kau tiba2 berubah nie? iloveyou lah! semua orang sayang kau! ayah, ibu, akak2 and adik2 pon sayang kau.. girlfriend kau pon sayang kau juga.. sekarang nie, atuk pon sayang kau sebab kau selalu jaga atuk.. atuk asyik cari kau je kan? ayah cakap, ayah bukan taknak tolong atuk, tapi atuk tue asyik cari danial je.. atuk pula cakap, kalau danial boleh angkat atuk seorang2.. nampak sangat nak danial kan.. orang lain pula, nak diharapkan semua macam haram je.. nak tolong pon taknak.. susah betul! aku nie bukan tak bagi dia jaga atuk malam2 tapi he must attend to school because spm is coming and he need time to study and rest at night.. pakcik2 and cousin2, tolonglah teman atuk yea, takboleh nak harap danial sangat, bukan takboleh tapi jangan sampai dia takpergi sekolah.. i hope you do the best for your spm.. you are the only one we have!
actually, aku tambah semak samun aku nie sebab ada orang report pasal amad dekat aku.. angah telah memberi report pada jam 11 malam tadi.. penat aku dengar.. pasal amad dengan girlfriend dia, erine! hai, macam2 pulak dah.. baru semalam keluar pergi makan tutti frutti samasama.. ingatkan makan ais cream time hujan-hujan boleh lah sejuk dingin hati tue, tapi dingin berapi pulak jadinya.. boleh pulak bergaduh kan.. amad, kau jangan nak marah2 anak dara orang lah! dia belum jadi bini kau lagi.. dia sayang dekat kau, kau jaga lah dia and jangan menyesal kemudian hari.. kalau relationship korang dah semua orang support, jangan nak gatal2, gaduh2 and clash lah bagai.. tak elok! just maintain, cool je beb.. korang masih muda and perjalanan masih jauh lagi.. you both can keep your relationship for long time.. jangan gaduh2 yea.. amad, you have the biggest responsibility and you must be strong, dear.. i know, you can do it.. so, goodluck!
bye..
selamat malam, sayang.. hehe.. lamanya lah tak dapat wish macam nie.. hee ^__^
entry kali nie nak story about ahmad danial aka amad! mamat nie poyo2 je hati kental tapi hakikatnya sensitif gila kut.. amad, amad! kenapa lah kau tiba2 berubah nie? iloveyou lah! semua orang sayang kau! ayah, ibu, akak2 and adik2 pon sayang kau.. girlfriend kau pon sayang kau juga.. sekarang nie, atuk pon sayang kau sebab kau selalu jaga atuk.. atuk asyik cari kau je kan? ayah cakap, ayah bukan taknak tolong atuk, tapi atuk tue asyik cari danial je.. atuk pula cakap, kalau danial boleh angkat atuk seorang2.. nampak sangat nak danial kan.. orang lain pula, nak diharapkan semua macam haram je.. nak tolong pon taknak.. susah betul! aku nie bukan tak bagi dia jaga atuk malam2 tapi he must attend to school because spm is coming and he need time to study and rest at night.. pakcik2 and cousin2, tolonglah teman atuk yea, takboleh nak harap danial sangat, bukan takboleh tapi jangan sampai dia takpergi sekolah.. i hope you do the best for your spm.. you are the only one we have!
actually, aku tambah semak samun aku nie sebab ada orang report pasal amad dekat aku.. angah telah memberi report pada jam 11 malam tadi.. penat aku dengar.. pasal amad dengan girlfriend dia, erine! hai, macam2 pulak dah.. baru semalam keluar pergi makan tutti frutti samasama.. ingatkan makan ais cream time hujan-hujan boleh lah sejuk dingin hati tue, tapi dingin berapi pulak jadinya.. boleh pulak bergaduh kan.. amad, kau jangan nak marah2 anak dara orang lah! dia belum jadi bini kau lagi.. dia sayang dekat kau, kau jaga lah dia and jangan menyesal kemudian hari.. kalau relationship korang dah semua orang support, jangan nak gatal2, gaduh2 and clash lah bagai.. tak elok! just maintain, cool je beb.. korang masih muda and perjalanan masih jauh lagi.. you both can keep your relationship for long time.. jangan gaduh2 yea.. amad, you have the biggest responsibility and you must be strong, dear.. i know, you can do it.. so, goodluck!
bye..
Thursday, October 27, 2011
nightmare or wonderful dream?/
assalamualaikum..
hai, dear! thanks for reading my semak-samun nie.. hehe.. on 27th oct 20011,at 7:02 am, i dont know whether it was a nightmare or wonderful dream.. i got text from ~nurkasihku~ .. fuhh, nama lama la, tak tukar ponn.. because for me, nothing has changed and will not be changed.. finally, i got text from him! iloveyousomuch,dear! imissyoutoomuchmuch!
dear, please do not make a wrong decision again! loving to her and do not involve her in our relationship that has been lifted. i'm happy when you happy.. dont leave her because for me if you think so.. and do not feel guilty because i am, but you should feel guilty to her.. she is yours! dont hurt her!
****** jika jodoh kita bersama, we will back together.. insyallah..
hai, dear! thanks for reading my semak-samun nie.. hehe.. on 27th oct 20011,at 7:02 am, i dont know whether it was a nightmare or wonderful dream.. i got text from ~nurkasihku~ .. fuhh, nama lama la, tak tukar ponn.. because for me, nothing has changed and will not be changed.. finally, i got text from him! iloveyousomuch,dear! imissyoutoomuchmuch!
dear, please do not make a wrong decision again! loving to her and do not involve her in our relationship that has been lifted. i'm happy when you happy.. dont leave her because for me if you think so.. and do not feel guilty because i am, but you should feel guilty to her.. she is yours! dont hurt her!
****** jika jodoh kita bersama, we will back together.. insyallah..
Monday, October 24, 2011
he is not yours!
assalamualaikum...
hello, dear! tonight, i just want to talk about him! him, him and him.. who is him? he is him.. oppsss, this entry is about "my heart".. but, "my heart" is no longer available.. why it happened? sorry because it was my fault.. but, iloveyousomuchdear! my heart has not changed because you are "my heart".. did you remember about this? but why are you so quickly change?? why, my dear? i only need some space and time to treat my heart.. my dear, do you know how much i love you? do you know how much i miss you? do you know how can i accept that you have somebody else? i was crying! because? i was very weak.. i cried while taking about you and us to my housemate.. they never know about us, but on the day, they know it all.. i know, the problem not the fault of you.. but, i hurt because of you, my heart.. now, you have been away from me.. that mean, my heart also far away and always hurt.. ohh, my dear.. why are you easily give up? why are you easily to get the new one? maybe you are not mine! owh, i have many question for you but i do not know the way how to ask you.. ok, maybe i should forget for all this thing..
bye, "my heart".. i always pray for you and hope you are happy with her.. AMIN.. ^__^
hello, dear! tonight, i just want to talk about him! him, him and him.. who is him? he is him.. oppsss, this entry is about "my heart".. but, "my heart" is no longer available.. why it happened? sorry because it was my fault.. but, iloveyousomuchdear! my heart has not changed because you are "my heart".. did you remember about this? but why are you so quickly change?? why, my dear? i only need some space and time to treat my heart.. my dear, do you know how much i love you? do you know how much i miss you? do you know how can i accept that you have somebody else? i was crying! because? i was very weak.. i cried while taking about you and us to my housemate.. they never know about us, but on the day, they know it all.. i know, the problem not the fault of you.. but, i hurt because of you, my heart.. now, you have been away from me.. that mean, my heart also far away and always hurt.. ohh, my dear.. why are you easily give up? why are you easily to get the new one? maybe you are not mine! owh, i have many question for you but i do not know the way how to ask you.. ok, maybe i should forget for all this thing..
bye, "my heart".. i always pray for you and hope you are happy with her.. AMIN.. ^__^
Monday, October 17, 2011
my activity on sem break..
assalamualaikum.. ^_^
malam nie aku nak buat report selama lebih kurung 3 minggu di awal sem break kali nie..
for this time, aku dapat cuti awal sebab final paper macam biasa lah, ada 2 je.. 2 hari awal exam start tue, 19 and 20 sept 2011.. naseb lah kan, tapi kena mati-matian nak study semua.. yang paling best, baru start dua hari exam, kitorang dah habis coz budak lain ada yang habis 8 and 9 oct 2011.. jauh kan bezanya? orang lain semua jealous dengan budah teka kan.. maaf lah semua yea.. huhu
awal2 cuti nie, alhamdulilah, dapat juga lah aku experience.. macam2 aku buat.. jum, aku tolong korang, list kan experience aku kali nie..
24-28 sept 2011 - i got job! dapat lah kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang.. huhu.. aku, opah and roy tolong husb puan ken, en. shak.. kitorang buat set untuk open house kementerian tourism.. best sangat! time nie, aku stay dekat rumah opah kat kajang, buat kerja dekat semenyih and set-up set dekat kementerian tourism kat putrajaya.. terima kasih , opah atau nama sebenar Nur Azlina Omar dan keluarga sebab bagi tumpang rumah and beri layanan yang terbaik.. tqverymuch.. banyak lah story nak cerita time nie, buat set, kena angkat set yang berat and besar, dapat jumpa orang ramai, dapat jumpa orang besar and also, dapat salam Dato' Dr Ng Yen Yen..
# part yang best time ada seorang pakcik pelakon nak tarik aku untuk dance.. aku tenung mata dia and dia faham tenungan mata aku.. naseb opah takbaik lah sebab kaku time dance.. haha..
6 and 7 oct 2011 - aku terlepas and sampai di segamat? buat apa dekat sana? saja jumpa and kenal-kenal dengan pakgaurd dekat sana.. cuak betul lah nak masuk uitm segamat, ramai gila pak guard dorang.
#part yang best, first time aku jadi budak skema.. aku pakai matrix card dekat sana.. haha.
8 ct 2011 - check in dekat sri kota medical center.. almost one day aku tunggu dekat ccu.. tunggu atuk keluar masuk ward.. dekat ward, aku teman atuk sampai malam.. tunggu orang datang jaga atuk and tunggu orang pick up me.. letih sehari dekat hospital.. sampai rumah je, keluar dengan nurul.. pergi jumpa addin and pergi rumah rena.. last2, tidur rumah rena sebab pengantin ajak tidur sama-sama.. kakak rena kawin lah..
#part yang best- hmmm
9 0ct 2011 - salah masuk section.. haha.. aku pergi dapur konon2nya nak buat makanan beradab.. kau FAIL lah fara.. nak buat sotong goreng tepung pon tak tahu.. buat malu je lah! anyway, aku dapat belajar kan.. tq pada yang mengajar.. huhu.. for the first time keluar ikut pengantin pergi photoshoot.. huhu.. kitorang yang lebih2 kut.. maaflah, biasalah kan perempuan memang lah suka lebih2 macam tue.. huhu..
#part yang tak best- selipar aku hilang! sedih lah.. tolong pulangkan balik plezz.. :(
12 oct 2011 - pergi mid valley, beli iguana untuk nurul.. montoq namanya..
#part yang tak suka montoq bersin dekat muka aku! aku menjerit lah dekat kedai pet tue.. maaf
13 oct 2011 - moksu silap tengok appointment nenek dengan doctor.. aku text nurul, ajak pergi amek SIJIL SPM.. yahooo! dapat amek setelah habis sem 3.. then pergi teman pija and rena register lesen motor.. good luck beb! lepas tue, pergi shah alam, nak cari jabatan perhilitan coz nak buat lesen iguana..
#part yang kelakar.. call ayah, ayah bagi direction pergi jabatan pendidikan.. katanya ibu selalu pergi.. patut lah pelik semacam.. ibu pergi sebab ibu cikgu kanak-kanak dulu.. memang lah pergi sana
14 oct 2011 - teman grandma pergi appointment doctor dekat sri kota mc.. nenek kena jumpa Dr Darshnan anf Dr Wong.. macam2 kerenah nenek aku nie.. masyaallah.. naseb baik ada yang layan.. hari nie juga atuk dapat balik.. tunggu orang pick up, and balik sama2 atuk..
#part yang orang geram bila DR Darshnan tanya, nenek ada jalan tak? nenek jawab, takde, malas! fuhhh..
15 oct 2001 - kenduri tahlil and doa selamat.. semua planning pakcik, makcik and anak2 kena cancel untuk majlis nie.. berjalan lancar..
#bila atuk dah cakap, takkan nak buat kenduri lepas aku mati, moksu terus setuju buat kenduri..
17 oct 2011 - start kerja part time dekat stationary shop- level up setia alam.. macam2 aku belajar..
#jangan malu buat salah time belajar! teruskan usaha anda..
wish me luck! and assignment sudah pon perlu start buat.. fuyoo, terbaiklah.. bilalahbolehbuatassignmenttuekanpeninglah macamini..
bye!
malam nie aku nak buat report selama lebih kurung 3 minggu di awal sem break kali nie..
for this time, aku dapat cuti awal sebab final paper macam biasa lah, ada 2 je.. 2 hari awal exam start tue, 19 and 20 sept 2011.. naseb lah kan, tapi kena mati-matian nak study semua.. yang paling best, baru start dua hari exam, kitorang dah habis coz budak lain ada yang habis 8 and 9 oct 2011.. jauh kan bezanya? orang lain semua jealous dengan budah teka kan.. maaf lah semua yea.. huhu
awal2 cuti nie, alhamdulilah, dapat juga lah aku experience.. macam2 aku buat.. jum, aku tolong korang, list kan experience aku kali nie..
24-28 sept 2011 - i got job! dapat lah kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang.. huhu.. aku, opah and roy tolong husb puan ken, en. shak.. kitorang buat set untuk open house kementerian tourism.. best sangat! time nie, aku stay dekat rumah opah kat kajang, buat kerja dekat semenyih and set-up set dekat kementerian tourism kat putrajaya.. terima kasih , opah atau nama sebenar Nur Azlina Omar dan keluarga sebab bagi tumpang rumah and beri layanan yang terbaik.. tqverymuch.. banyak lah story nak cerita time nie, buat set, kena angkat set yang berat and besar, dapat jumpa orang ramai, dapat jumpa orang besar and also, dapat salam Dato' Dr Ng Yen Yen..
# part yang best time ada seorang pakcik pelakon nak tarik aku untuk dance.. aku tenung mata dia and dia faham tenungan mata aku.. naseb opah takbaik lah sebab kaku time dance.. haha..
6 and 7 oct 2011 - aku terlepas and sampai di segamat? buat apa dekat sana? saja jumpa and kenal-kenal dengan pakgaurd dekat sana.. cuak betul lah nak masuk uitm segamat, ramai gila pak guard dorang.
#part yang best, first time aku jadi budak skema.. aku pakai matrix card dekat sana.. haha.
8 ct 2011 - check in dekat sri kota medical center.. almost one day aku tunggu dekat ccu.. tunggu atuk keluar masuk ward.. dekat ward, aku teman atuk sampai malam.. tunggu orang datang jaga atuk and tunggu orang pick up me.. letih sehari dekat hospital.. sampai rumah je, keluar dengan nurul.. pergi jumpa addin and pergi rumah rena.. last2, tidur rumah rena sebab pengantin ajak tidur sama-sama.. kakak rena kawin lah..
#part yang best- hmmm
9 0ct 2011 - salah masuk section.. haha.. aku pergi dapur konon2nya nak buat makanan beradab.. kau FAIL lah fara.. nak buat sotong goreng tepung pon tak tahu.. buat malu je lah! anyway, aku dapat belajar kan.. tq pada yang mengajar.. huhu.. for the first time keluar ikut pengantin pergi photoshoot.. huhu.. kitorang yang lebih2 kut.. maaflah, biasalah kan perempuan memang lah suka lebih2 macam tue.. huhu..
#part yang tak best- selipar aku hilang! sedih lah.. tolong pulangkan balik plezz.. :(
12 oct 2011 - pergi mid valley, beli iguana untuk nurul.. montoq namanya..
#part yang tak suka montoq bersin dekat muka aku! aku menjerit lah dekat kedai pet tue.. maaf
13 oct 2011 - moksu silap tengok appointment nenek dengan doctor.. aku text nurul, ajak pergi amek SIJIL SPM.. yahooo! dapat amek setelah habis sem 3.. then pergi teman pija and rena register lesen motor.. good luck beb! lepas tue, pergi shah alam, nak cari jabatan perhilitan coz nak buat lesen iguana..
#part yang kelakar.. call ayah, ayah bagi direction pergi jabatan pendidikan.. katanya ibu selalu pergi.. patut lah pelik semacam.. ibu pergi sebab ibu cikgu kanak-kanak dulu.. memang lah pergi sana
14 oct 2011 - teman grandma pergi appointment doctor dekat sri kota mc.. nenek kena jumpa Dr Darshnan anf Dr Wong.. macam2 kerenah nenek aku nie.. masyaallah.. naseb baik ada yang layan.. hari nie juga atuk dapat balik.. tunggu orang pick up, and balik sama2 atuk..
#part yang orang geram bila DR Darshnan tanya, nenek ada jalan tak? nenek jawab, takde, malas! fuhhh..
15 oct 2001 - kenduri tahlil and doa selamat.. semua planning pakcik, makcik and anak2 kena cancel untuk majlis nie.. berjalan lancar..
#bila atuk dah cakap, takkan nak buat kenduri lepas aku mati, moksu terus setuju buat kenduri..
17 oct 2011 - start kerja part time dekat stationary shop- level up setia alam.. macam2 aku belajar..
#jangan malu buat salah time belajar! teruskan usaha anda..
wish me luck! and assignment sudah pon perlu start buat.. fuyoo, terbaiklah.. bilalahbolehbuatassignmenttuekanpeninglah macamini..
bye!
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
letter for my old friend
dear my old friend,
i hope you always in a good condition and happy with your life, family, friends and also with your lover. for this time, i would like to share with you some story. story about you and me. for me, this is the memory of the most interesting and this stories is about our childhood past. perhaps you have forgotten about this thing, but for me, this is sweet memory because only your friend and you would be able to do so.
i remember that, between maghrib and after isyak, you and friends always riding a bicycle through the front of my house to the mosque. alhamdulillah, you are very good person and good son. but, some people do not like in you all because you all are very noisy when you all give a salam and call my name with a loudly voice. when your group call me, one by one, the situation become very noisy and disturbing, especially when maghrib.
almost everyday your friends do that till my parents do not know how to do with you all. they just let you go and can call me everyday. its so sweet because no other person do the same as you all do, it is just for me. this story is when we were in primary school, i was in standard 5 and you in standard 6. wow, amazing.
today, when i remember you, i always remind this memory because this is only one i have with you. may be in 1 million, just only me have this sweet memory with you, my friend. i love you and i always miss you.
i hope you always in a good condition and happy with your life, family, friends and also with your lover. for this time, i would like to share with you some story. story about you and me. for me, this is the memory of the most interesting and this stories is about our childhood past. perhaps you have forgotten about this thing, but for me, this is sweet memory because only your friend and you would be able to do so.
i remember that, between maghrib and after isyak, you and friends always riding a bicycle through the front of my house to the mosque. alhamdulillah, you are very good person and good son. but, some people do not like in you all because you all are very noisy when you all give a salam and call my name with a loudly voice. when your group call me, one by one, the situation become very noisy and disturbing, especially when maghrib.
almost everyday your friends do that till my parents do not know how to do with you all. they just let you go and can call me everyday. its so sweet because no other person do the same as you all do, it is just for me. this story is when we were in primary school, i was in standard 5 and you in standard 6. wow, amazing.
today, when i remember you, i always remind this memory because this is only one i have with you. may be in 1 million, just only me have this sweet memory with you, my friend. i love you and i always miss you.
your old frinds,
fara
Sunday, October 2, 2011
about him
i just want to tell about him..
he is the only one orang saya menaruh hati pada ketika ini(blushing)..
he never knew about this coz im not sure about him..
im really confused with him..
suddenly, he was changed his status from single to in relationship..
buttttttt
in his comment, he said "skg gua kne brani mengakuuu...amin2 kalaw ade jodohh kn"
when i chat with him, he said "ermm ntahh laa nt tau la semua nye
hehehe mishh u lahh hahha seyese bz"
whether it is closely related?
hahahaha
i can not wait to see the princess.. ^_^
he is the only one orang saya menaruh hati pada ketika ini(blushing)..
he never knew about this coz im not sure about him..
im really confused with him..
suddenly, he was changed his status from single to in relationship..
buttttttt
in his comment, he said "skg gua kne brani mengakuuu...amin2 kalaw ade jodohh kn"
when i chat with him, he said "ermm ntahh laa nt tau la semua nye
hehehe mishh u lahh hahha seyese bz"
whether it is closely related?
hahahaha
i can not wait to see the princess.. ^_^
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